when my world lost colour: whisper in my head

okurah:

my therapist asked me if i have felt the urge to kill myself in the past week. no, not at all i replied.

did u have any suicidal thoughts? no, not at all.

why didn’t you went out with your friends on new years eve? i didn’t felt like it.

where you lonely? no, i was happy, so happy.

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